“This experience is truly a pain I have never felt before and that’s saying a lot for a n*gga who’s been down locked up as many times as I have. I see this as a real ass whoopin’. The kind you don’t just go back outside to play afterwards. You take ya ass to bed and don’t come out of your room until it’s time to go to school.
I don’ t know what effect this will have on my life moving forward but I’m certainly sick and mother f*cking tired of going to jail, juve, prison, the pen, correctional facilities or whatever else you want to call it. I’d have been better off doing a 5-10 year bid one time than going in time and time again for days, weeks and months for the last 15 years of my life.
Even though it’s been a long road, I’m still standing, barely but nevertheless still
standing. At one time I thought my motivation for continuing was for my fans, my partna Philant, my pops, my grandmama, even for the haters or the people I let down. But nah… I got to do this shit for me!!! I’ll be God damned if I’ve come all this way and made it through so much hell to let it go down like this! F*ck that! If an hour in the dark is worth a second in the sun then pass me my mother f*ckin’ shades cause I’m ready to cash my darkest hours in…ASAP!!!
A lot of folks had fathers or father figures in the house to raise them into manhood. I’m not trying to make any excuses for my situation but my father was a hustler that lived in New York. My uncle was a local big time dope boy turned 10 year federal inmate.
My mother and grandparents did the best they could but I found my manhood in the trap and in prison systems. But I found it. And nan one of mine will ever have to feel the cold tight grip of a handcuff or grace the presence of a jail cell if I can help it.
Over my dead body!
So if you can’t respect that you ain’t rocking with my movement then Fuck you dog! I know a bunch of mother f*ckers who are…..
- Love KING”
TIP... Really? My nigga you put yourself in this situation. Stop dickin' around and get it together! Chris Brown is doing just fine with his probation. You and DMX need to take a nice little lesson from Breezy. You say you're sick and tired of prison so stop doing shit to put yourself back there. Don't blame society for the fucked up decisions you made. Don't blame the court system for the way you shitted on all of your loyal fans. Don't blame your mistake on the pressures of being a celebrity. You realize your under public scrutiny so WHY keep making the same mistake? You're a grown ass man you can't blame your mistakes on anybody but you. All I read in this sorry ass excuse for an EXCUSE was "woe is me! feel sorry for Clifford. I didn't do anything wrong, you just got to believe me. Ya'll still gon buy my music though right?" Clifford Harris, get over yourself. Man the fuck up, serve your time, and come out a better man for you and your family.
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